Confusion

I struggled to let you go Why does these feelings constantly grow? You walked out my life with no hesitation Got me here thinking of all the possible explanation. Puzzled and confused of your decision Never thought of this division. But everytime you return My heart burn. What is this feeling that I feel It all feels so unreal. You hurt me and left me Why can't my heart see? Do I use loved or love? Something I will always speak of. I attempt to take you out of my life But it always feels like a knife, Trying to make it's way to cut part of you out of my heart But we never seem to pull apart You and I have many memories together In cold and hot weather Everywhere I turn I see your face Those are the times that I embrace The warmth and joy that I felt when I was with you.