Confused
I am trying to smile,
But I am confuse.
I was hurt by someone,
But still not minding the cause.
I just feel sad rather than mad.
I am confused of my feelings,
And trying to be naive.
I feel the pain but I choose to laugh,
I mask the smile, so people won't realize
that I am hurting inside.
But I really don't know what to feel.
Though it's clear that I am disappointed,
Maybe because I am expecting something.
But more disappointed of myself,
Because I am expecting to be stronger.
I thought I will not get affected
when people hurt me.
But here I am again, hurting.
But I am trying to hide it.
I laugh and laugh, but I feel like crying.
It's just that I have nobody to talk to about what I feel.
Maybe I can handle this - I know I will.
But well, i am laughing now
and it felt better than minding the PAIN.
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