Confined

This house is not my home

10x10 room of isolation, I am alone
I grip the knob of the door and breathe deep
I already want to be alone and retreat 
Back to the only space where I find relief

The door is now open, the air is cold
Royal flush in my hands but I'm ready to fold
Blurry faces, I try to look away but I can still hear
Tones of voices, only a child can cover their ears

Keep it together

Living in the smallest picture, with a larger one in mind
Keeping composure is a battleground 
But for patience I seek and I find 
I am a finder

I carry with me
The passion to succeed 
I look inside myself and find
That I already have what I need

It's been another long day
I am ready to say goodnight

I am 5'8
There is 5 feet of clear space on the floor
I have a blanket
I lay down once more

I will endure another day
This will pass
These days will become the smaller picture
I'll be living large

I remember
This house is not my home
So I
Keep it together

For now I find comfort 
In this 10x10 room of isolation 
Here I am confined
I only love to be alone 

I do not let it force me to forget
I am a finder, I will set myself free

Out of this room
Away from this house
Far from the hate
That I block out 

I will find true love
And end up where I belong
The road is long
I find the strength to keep it together

I will not be confined.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

Poem

Post Comments

Poetrysoup is an environment of encouragement and growth so only provide specific positive comments that indicate what you appreciate about the poem. Negative comments will result your account being banned.

Please Login to post a comment

Nance Avatar
August 23, 2016 at 9:11 AM
I can feel you as the author of this piece, I am taken into your thoughts, well done.
Kelley Avatar
August 23, 2016 at 1:10 PM
Thank you so much I really appreciate your kindness. Xx
Fleming Avatar
August 23, 2016 at 12:42 AM
A powerful piece of prose, Karissa...It certainly did make an impact on me - Enjoyed the read! My best regards! :) john P.s A seven.
Kelley Avatar
August 23, 2016 at 1:08 PM
Thank you so much john for the read and kind words. Xx
Get a Premium Membership
Turn off ads, get more exposure for your poetry, and get more features with a Premium Membership.
Book: Diverse Voices: The Poetry of Human Rights and the Pursuit of Peace