Confessions of a Narcissist

My women I've physically, mentally and emotionally battered I was a drunk, I lost what mattered. I don't remember everything that I've done My mind purposefully forgets, those memories I shun. I want to say sorry to each and everyone I regret it all so looking back is rarely fun. A drugged up, drunken, dirty cheat Bouncing from woman to woman, I was stuck on repeat. Looking for love that's all I was trying to do It was all about me and never me and you. Emotionally unstable women ain't hard to find I was trying to save them (in my mind). It was never my intent to hurt or destroy I loved their love, it filled me with joy. I don't have my own feelings or emotions Without someone there, I'm just going through the motions. I'm learning now where I went wrong My baggage is all but gone. I want to find the one that's perfect for me The right mind and heart is the key. My next one will be for the right reason Its got to last until my last season.