Confessions of a Fat Teenager Girl

I am fat ,I  am trapped in my own body 
The pain I feel can not be compared to anybody's 
Everyday I wake up I feel heavier than yesterday. 
I am somehow unhappy but they don't see.

Wherever I walk people stare like a cyclone is in town.
The names they address me by are more heavier than my body.
It's like I am in a far away place of which I scream and scream but despite my screams no one can hear me .

I have no one to blame but myself in this state .
I am unable to be a normal teenager furthermore . 
I am unable to live life ,yes I am breathing but I am dead.
For a teenaged girl to live like this is a trauma.

The process of losing weight is much longer than gaining it.
Thus making it difficult for me to look like a model.
I also would like boys to stare at me like I am Beyonce
Fat is the devil in a physical form ,he is constantly attacking me.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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December 25, 2018 at 10:49 AM
Our teenage years are some of the toughest. Your words are very brave, so I think you have the strength in you to find your way to where you need to be.
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