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The baby cries

A shuddering, screeching, howling force
that grabs her Mother by the throat,
shaking her like a ragdoll,
coughing, spluttering, 
spewing spit and tears 
flying from her face 

The cries were 
every other day at first,
then every day,
now every hour
or less

She knows now,
they won't stop

Until she finally makes it stop,
finally,
the only way she knows how

She crawls to the table,
opens her purse, 
takes out her debit card 
and scribbles the pin #
with the bloody tears 
she's shedding
on the back 
of the baby's 
tiny hand 

This is it, 
there's nothing left, 
the account's drained 
and all she has left
is the knowing, 
that they'll be back for more
and the cries will start 
again

She empties her heart 
of what was left of 
her self/respect and dignity,
pulls the cord tighter
and kicks the stool away
with her left foot
 
Detachment, at last

Copyright © | Year Posted 2014




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