College year 2 am edition

my college year has been
like wasted potential
i tried to talk to someone
they just step back
all they need is puff
i need to breath the air

must've been so cool
lying about me
to the evergreen group
who was shattered by me

you know i met with
so many people
they had their own thinking
i never had a nerve
to say about myself
cause i think i was different

got cussed by a teacher
nah left him i don't care
cause of him i broke the internet
with group and my friendship

once the thread is cutted
it can't be fixed again
like our friendship

all i ever did was try
my best to hide my queerness
but you all knew

then hated me for me that too
i was fine with it until
you said "you guys should die"
damn i was trying from past years

now scene 2
all changed into trauma
the friends who were friends with
were over now

guess me and my bestfriend would roam around
to collect the proof why he left her?
and why i got the name of the ditcher

but all did we found out is that
everyone liked my bestie
they hated me cause i was hanging with her
i should've undertsood that
it's the metality of boys
who think a friend could steal their wives

crushing bones and futhermore
he said to pavil
to stay away from me and my bestie
as we're both toxic
and we just walk on our own

scene 3
must feel free
but no

started to build myself
with taking HR as my subject
got to learn alot by it that
i loved mind reading

now i left making prophecy
i left all the assumption games
i left even my bestie
for good

got friendships and heaven was i in
then again back to hell
when i lost another friend

got into counselling
she said things so bad to me
and i did to her

my bestie left coming to college
i was finding a boyfriend
and didn't found one
cause of my insecurity

Copyright © Abhay Rana | Year Posted 2024

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