The Whiskey Taster’s Flavor Guide

Coffee Girl

I want to be happy 
but just saying it isn't adding 
to my satisfaction 
they provoke me and 
I struggle each day not
to show a reaction 
I just keep going on with
my day and I go through 
the motions like a transaction 
this can't be happening 
why does sadness sneak up on you 
like the alcohol in too many glasses of brandy
I work because I have this strange
desire to be seen looking fancy
I may be fly like a bird on the outside
but inside I'm feeling tapped out 
I need a new map to find my soul 
my heart feels let down 
The nice act I play is getting a little old
and people tend to stomp on the weak
so what I seek right now is the closest thing
to heaven for a 19 year old without a party
to attend with free liquor and some gin.
I nice tall cup of Java that might give me the 
false pretense of actually caring.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2008

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September 28, 2008 at 1:52 PM
Interesting perspective, leaving the reader with something to ponder. This poem has a lot of depth. Many live the last line but do not find happiness in their facades. Thank you for sharing your thoughts with us. Karen
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