Coffee & Cigarettes

Life’s routine seems to be the norm, eat, sleep and work can be quite the bore. Is there any time for play? to tell you what I really want to say. Watching you have your coffee & cigarette’s, I envy you, so beautiful to watch, a peaceful view. A type of solitude that I wish I could find, mentally struggling, till I’m in a bind. I want what you have in how you find peace, I feel jealous sometimes, at times almost weak. To know that I’m not perfect in the way that I am, and hope you’ll forgive me for the times I make you mad. Our love is not perfect, but I try none the less, to be the man you desire, giving it my best. And even though I deserved to be put down and disciplined for being the fool, I will always love you, for acting as my tool.