Clueless

It grieves me to know you're gone, We didn't have enough time. We can't have another dawn, Your leaving feels like a crime. I hate that fate took you away, I'm glad I had you in my life. I long for you each new day, I was blessed to be your wife. You left, my heart shattered, There is no me without you, In a split second, nothing mattered. You were so genuine and true, I feel abandoned and so lost. You were my safe harbor, my home, In the accident, you paid the cost. I can't sleep; at night, I just roam, Time hasn't healed my pain. It's been almost twenty years, Stuck at the scene, and I'm not sane I'm all cried out; I have no more tears I want to get out of this nightmare. But I retreat, cause it binds me to you, Forgetting you is something I couldn't bear. When will I move on? I don't have a clue. *A Fictional Write Alexis Y. 05/29/2021