Closed Door

I was standing in front Of a shut door To afraid to reach out And open it My world was spinning And my heart was pounding The things that stood behind that door Were things that I was to Afraid to face Now being asked to open the Door I thought was Locked and closed forever Was making me shake The things no One else knew were being peered in by a stranger I keep telling my self I’m Not ready I keep trying to convince Myself it was all her fault I keep saying I’m over it, I’m stronger now But if so why is this so Hard? I reach out to open The door and I start to cry I hear voices shouting all around me NO, Stop, I’m scared I’m not ready, I cant tell They scream louder as I get closer But my hand touches The door and it slowly begins to Open. And then all the memories rush back And it all begins.