Clingy With Trust Issues

I am a girl who is a little clingy I will accept it I am because of people who have left before I don't want to lose anyone else So I hold on for dear life to make sure they are happy But it comes off as me being needy I am not just scared If I cling to you I am afraid to lose you I feel like you leave I will cling to you but won't trust you Because of things, others have done Lying Pretending to be my friend When instead they are just around To ruin my reputation To make my life terrible To beat me down lower than I already was So I am sorry for being clingy For not trusting But I can't help it Because others hurt me so badly That my heart is so broken It is impossible to back the pieces