Clicking Send

Encouraged by a teacher I adored,
		I wrote a little poem at age nine.   
		I don't remember writing any more
		till that same lady taught me in ninth grade.

		One day when we were talking at her desk,
		I saw a single laminated sheet.
		I took a closer look and realized
		the childish cursive on the page was mine.

		She'd saved "My Winter Poem" all those years
		and brought it as my gift. I almost cried.
		When, as a poet, I feel uninspired, 
		I think of one who cared so long ago.

		    ********************

		Almost five decades later, I clicked "Send,"
		and my first full-length manuscript took flight!
		I prayed and waited for a "Yea" or "Nay"--
		“Not right for us” or “We will publish this”!

		Regardless of the outcome, I'd be glad
		I’d mustered courage for this first attempt.
		My memory of conquering the fear
		of clicking “Send” is vivid to this day.

		     ********************
		My book came out about four years ago.
		Commercially, it isn’t a success,
		but I have no regrets. My bucket list	
		now lacks “Submit a full-length manuscript”!


Date: November 25, 2020
Poetry Contest Title: What Have You Kicked Off Your Bucket List    placed 1st
Sponsor: Chantelle Anne Cooke

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Date: 12/8/2020 9:32:00 AM
oh wow many congrats on publication Janice I keep saying i will self publish guess i should make it a reality:-) many congrats on your win:-) hugs Jan xx
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Janice Canerdy
Date: 12/8/2020 12:10:00 PM
Thanks so much, Jan! Janice
Date: 12/7/2020 4:52:00 AM
Wow! Congrats! Thanks for sharing this. God bless you.
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Janice Canerdy
Date: 12/7/2020 6:31:00 AM
Thanks so much, Beata. Janice
Date: 12/6/2020 3:19:00 PM
CONGRATS! I am so proud of you. What is the name of your book? My friend 3 yrs ago on her death bed, made me promise I'd publish my poems. She only one I let read my "Stuff". I'm thrilled with 3 poems in the Poetry Soup book. She'd be proud of results of her belief in me.
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Janice Canerdy
Date: 12/7/2020 6:35:00 AM
Barbara, thank you so much. The title is Expressions of Faith, published by Christian Faith Publishing in 2016. It's no longer in print. As the poem says, the book was not a commercial success, but it was important to me. I already have the PS book. I'll be sure to read your poems! Janice
Date: 12/6/2020 11:06:00 AM
I too have a teacher/encourager who nurtured a love for creative writing in 7th grade, whom I still think of fondly. I too overcame a fear of submitting a poem to a contest while I was in my 50's, and that open door led me to Poetry Soup. I love your poem, Janice, and am sending it to my faves. I applaud you for overcoming the fear and checking this off your bucket list! ~ John
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Janice Canerdy
Date: 12/6/2020 12:27:00 PM
John, I truly appreciation your comment! Bless you. Janice
Date: 12/5/2020 5:56:00 PM
Nostalgia fulfilled in the now continuum! Beautiful! Congrats on your well deserved win!
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Janice Canerdy
Date: 12/5/2020 6:14:00 PM
Thanks so much! Janice
Date: 12/5/2020 1:22:00 PM
Congratulations on having your work published, Janice! How wonderful that a teacher encouraged you. I had one who directed me toward journalism. Congrats on a top win in the contest! Hugs, Carolyn
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Janice Canerdy
Date: 12/5/2020 3:03:00 PM
Carolyn, thank you so much. Janice
Date: 12/1/2020 3:10:00 PM
Hello Janice … nothing better than the surprise you got and realizing how much your teacher cared. No wonder you get inspired - thank you Janice - Lindsay
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Janice Canerdy
Date: 12/1/2020 5:12:00 PM
Lindsay, thank you so much! Janice
Date: 11/25/2020 10:24:00 AM
Naught to worry; like artists, few poets are esteemed in their lifetime, so pass it on to your heirs! Aloha! Rico
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Janice Canerdy
Date: 11/25/2020 2:04:00 PM
THANK you so much, Rico. Janice
Date: 11/25/2020 9:48:00 AM
Congrats Janice on that splendid achievement. Awesome story about you and your poem--but also about your caring teacher.
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Janice Canerdy
Date: 11/25/2020 2:06:00 PM
Thank you so much, Vijay. Janice
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