Cigarette

An addiction I know a failure to myself. All that I was against has become a part of myself. I hate it I love it. I try to give it up, painful and discusting. I hate how it tastes I hate how it smells, yet I get transed in it's exhaling glow! Staring at the cigarette as it burns away, thinking to myself I will quit one of these days! Yeah I use it as an excuse and a sad one at that. One more puff and I will never look back. Yeah I will quit tommrow, todays my last day. I'm sorry I can't help it I want this addiction to just blow away.