christmas melancholy

there's a certain melancholy alone on christmas eve doing nothing special nothing up my sleeve took a Tokyo tour today just doing my job spent the day with Adam he says he's not a slob my wife is at her parent's house she's playing with our child i'm feeling like a nobody like jesus, just meek and mild i miss my little brother i miss my mother too i know this too shall pass but still i'm feeling blue i'm thankful for my health i guess my empty little room but the silence here is deafening i'm lost within the gloom but Tokyo was Tokyo people in the streets i want to sing a song but i keep missing the beats still i'm always grateful for the things i that i can see and the things i cannot see still they mean so much to me