Child of Mine

Its so crazy Everybody's having babies. They're truly blessed Yes i must say It seems someone is having a baby all day everyday One of my own? That's something I don't have Although i did become pregnant long ago, That's a thorn in my past The joy i felt could never be described When i had that miscarriage O lord i cried and cried Ever since then Its an emptiness I cant fill And to think, women try to avoid that joy with one simple pill It seems that women who don't deserve kids, want to only throw them away But for that bundle of a blessing I pray every day I have dreams of having my own Possessing my smile and looking into my own eyes I dream of hearing that giggle That would be the ultimate prize There's nothing like your own legacy Being able to prepare him or her for this life I know things wouldn't be easy But that would be my never dimming light I pray my day will come Deep inside that's why i strive to live To bring the world a piece of me Pass down my spirit I have so much nurturing to give It seems as each year gets harder to accept that i haven't conceived I'm starting think Maybe God doesn't plan to make me a mommy to be. My biggest fear is never having a child Just that thought drives my imagination wild But I put my faith in God I pray my dream comes true O how i cant wait to meet the little "YOU" By Kioshi D Love