Cheated

I loved u even when I didn’t love myself I held u even after I needed help I let u abuse me mentally and physically Bc I thought u were my world until u weren’t meant for me I use to stay up all night dreaming say god give me light I don’t know why I stayed if u anit care or wasn’t shamed Some reason it never clicked in my brain that would bring me pain So this is the end of us for now bc I can’t trust u or ur crowd