Character Defect

Sitting here sick to my stomach if only people could understand I utter no words but if only people could see all that I have to say I speak here because I know people appreciate it I'm not just another face in the crowd I'm different from the rest so they see me as a character defect. Forced to fit in, when I'm content with who I am but I'm not accepted by others They tell me I'm shy If they only knew If they only knew The soup is my bowl My words are full to the brink When people think I don't talk I let it all out here If I had a caring ear they would hear more but all I see is people judging me why do I have to change to make others happy be who others want me to be They just don't like me for me I get it