Changing Lanes
The roads walk upon within my life fells as if they are crisscrossed and tangled like a gigantic knot.
An enormous ball which has me trapped inside of it.
Will anyone come here to rescue me?
I will rescue myself from any tricky obstacle life throws within my way.
Perhaps I should be self-guided and follow the road I walk upon carefully.
Maybe If I walked a path gentle enough I won't stumble as much in life.
Even I get lost pondering about which path I should take.
Every time I try to change my Idea I feel as If my whole life changes lanes.
A lane which I try to create with perfection
A road so unclear I try to maneuver with such strength.
I almost feel like a Strong woman
Trying to figure out which of am I.
When my life changes lanes. I lose control of my life.
I feel as if I'm back to square one.
Square so unclear not knowing what portion of my life shines with brightness.
A shine of brightness which feels so dull.
A brightness of light which I feel so pure.
Sometimes when I see its brights feels like I'm starring against a light bulb.
Every time I stare towards that light bulb. It feels like a 90 watts LED light bulb.
Not sure if I reach cloud nine every time I stare at it.
If I stand beneath it maybe it will give me an illusion of what I need to see.
finally, I feel as if I have complete control of my life.
No one will keep me side tracked any longer
A lane will no longer change its course
I have complete control and hold my ground firmly.
Copyright © Marilyn Newman | Year Posted 2017
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