Changing Lanes

The roads walk upon within my life fells as if they are crisscrossed and tangled like a gigantic knot. An enormous ball which has me trapped inside of it. Will anyone come here to rescue me? I will rescue myself from any tricky obstacle life throws within my way. Perhaps I should be self-guided and follow the road I walk upon carefully. Maybe If I walked a path gentle enough I won't stumble as much in life. Even I get lost pondering about which path I should take. Every time I try to change my Idea I feel as If my whole life changes lanes. A lane which I try to create with perfection A road so unclear I try to maneuver with such strength. I almost feel like a Strong woman Trying to figure out which of am I. When my life changes lanes. I lose control of my life. I feel as if I'm back to square one. Square so unclear not knowing what portion of my life shines with brightness. A shine of brightness which feels so dull. A brightness of light which I feel so pure. Sometimes when I see its brights feels like I'm starring against a light bulb. Every time I stare towards that light bulb. It feels like a 90 watts LED light bulb. Not sure if I reach cloud nine every time I stare at it. If I stand beneath it maybe it will give me an illusion of what I need to see. finally, I feel as if I have complete control of my life. No one will keep me side tracked any longer A lane will no longer change its course I have complete control and hold my ground firmly.