Changing In Forms 2 (A Collidascope of a Million Confusions

Every day, finding myself stuck, with thy same of thoughts. Why cant i stop thinking of you. In hearing your voice, as it whispers to ear. These thoughts cess, i can no longer speak. Fall in stature, thy rarest of evils. Why cant i stop thinking of death. In recalling your face. Im brought back, thy catacombs where mine demon wells. Look towards thy horrors. A collidascope of a hundred million words. Just let thy confusion consume me. Then let go. This nameless thing, ruling over me. Why cant i stop conjuring its name. And, play, repeat, thy spellings of this word. Then fall back, calling forth this monster. Im willing you, devour who i use to be. Thy birth name of this body, is no longer apparent here. Just let the confusion consume me I'll never let go. Thy darkest of crimson coverings. A collidascope of a hundred million thoughts. Screaming eat me alive. Without you i could never have survived.