Change Myself

Take a long look at me, I’m not who I used to be inside, I’ve been changed by the world around me. Erase me from your heart, But don’t forgive me for all the damage I caused. I feel better off alone, I’ve started believing, I can’t go on like this. And you ask what happened to my strength? But now I’m begging for mercy to not answer that question. You say you used to think I was invincible, But that was all a lie, I’m just as frightened inside as I have ever been. I feel like a page torn from a book, Gliding through the wind weightlessly, But only to be sucked down into water, And just as paper would fold up when dropped into water, I feel like I am drowning myself slowly. If only it was easy to leave myself behind, And change myself, But how long can you wait for that? I don’t want to see you alone, So leave me in this hole, Because that’s the only spot a monster like me belongs.