Chances

I wish I would survive this but the chances are blur I'm striving hard but daily it gets worst My heart has been tored and my gut devoured Now I'm nothing more than a wrecking whore Life has blessed me with hurts Hurts so hard that my world's only dark Even when rays of sunshine in sky immerse Yet, still around me is gloom and clouds Life has treated me thus Hence, I've given up on love I boasted you're the one and we'd settle down And blissfully grow with lots of fun But those wishes became painful thorns That hurts me daily in heavy tons And if by chance this throb in me slums I'll scream to every ear that I'm forever done