Challenged Desire

days pass words are spoken food eaten tv watched but nothing improves nothing changes i remain lost and the same wanting you wanting so much and not doing anything right to get it nothings being done because im confused i want but dont need i need but dont want what do i pursue? what do i do? untill i decide i remain stuck inside this cycle this circle moving around and not moving straight moving back and not foward constantly seeing the past as the future runs away i want so much too much they contradict