Casually Waiting for a Casualty

Forgot to wait for it Fcking got me again Let my guard way too far down Didn't even see this one begin These chemicals got us on lock With the hardest chains to break thru It's like I'm walkin in this haze with you Waiting for the chaos to ensue All it takes is a tiny little attitude And the war stews Explosions all around me... I'm so confused Didn't even know pain is my only truth What am i supposed to do? Apparently I have no clue... It's a circle I can't seem to get around Slamming my head into the corners Of this reality Wtf do yall want from me?? Everytime I think I'm figuring out what this life is all about gets all flipped upside down Kuz I guess my face supposed to keep a frown Life is pain? Or was it love? Both kinda work If I don't catch the bluff.. When is enough enough? Why is getting through this so damn rough? When will my heart be tough enough To know not to trust?? Like.....f*cckk At least give me some time To readjust Like..I blink once..blink twice Bam!! Ima b*tch again I was still on the page Where we lovers AND best friends Guess my pace a little too slow ...idk Free my soulllll!!!