Fantise Mack Poet Free verse

Can'T Think

i dont know if im dreaming the right dream

all i keep thinking about is what used to be

i want it all to change but something is stopping me

blocking me from something that i can not foresee

i feel so hurt and confused as time goes by

but what puzzles me is that fact that i dont know why

i feel like escaping from this invisible cage

tearing off the chains and live life my way

been blamed for ruining a life

those words beaded within me stabbing me like a knife

constantly repeating itself in my head

how i desperately wanting it all to end

i feel like im doing it again to the one i love

ruining their life and caging them in

all i want is this feeling of guilt to end

i dont know if im dreaming the right dream

should my future truly be bright and happy?

am i being selfish for dreaming such a dream?

i ruined ones life and i feel like im ruining another

i dont deserve happiness of such or any other

i should just end it all and stay in a dream

one of hate and disparity thats the dream i should dream............................

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