Can't See The Light

Tonight, I'm not doing well. My mind is in a bad place. It's forcing me to withdraw. I'm trying to find some space. This has already gotten bad And it keeps on getting worse. Why do I have this burden Of having to deal with this curse? I feel something around me It has me constricted The outcome of these Can never be depicted. I'm here all by myself I have to be by design Nobody can see me like this I want them thinking I'm fine. My body keeps growing tense My muscles are getting tight As this depression grabs ahold I no longer see the light.