Can I Be the One

I have dreams and high hopes for the coming new year. Many aspirations that I must achieve with true ease. When this year ends and all the madness does cease I shall bring forth good will without dread nor fear. O, I shall fall to my knees and love without displease. Can I be the one to make a difference? May I take away all life’s sufferance. My house has needed much improved alteration. I should paint rooms here and there without complaint. I know I would enjoy my living space if acquaint with my new furnishings of my own creative creation. I shall show myself I can be handy without restraint. Can I be the one to transform the earth? May I show myself my treasured worth. I pray I can take time just for me to write poetry more often so I can feel the comfort I used to feel. For writing has always been the only way I heal, I can only save myself from disdain and misery. O, I must show my mind my gifts can be ideal. Can I be the one to express my soul? May I try my best to fill my heart whole. I shall begin to bestow kindness more unto family so that they can understand how I feel so abate. May I love without hate and genuine joy create, showing how much I appreciate unconditionally. O, in multitude of faith and joy may I saturate. Can I be the one who shows I can be me? May I show God just how beautiful I can be. Soon It Will Be 2019 December 22, 2018 Cecelia Hopkins-Drewer