Butterfly Heart

Have you ever noticed
that when you hold a butterfly
too tightly 
its wings stop
beating against your palm?

Do you remember the panic?
One squeeze too tight
even if involuntary
and the wings will never
beat again.

I recognize the feeling
even now, twenty years later
as I cradle your heart
in my hand
admiring the lacy vessels
streaming gracefully across the surface
and the solid rhythmic beating
like breathing

Yes, you entrusted it to me and 
I promised.
But now I’m afraid
my hand is too clumsy
and life is too uncertain
and 
and 
and....

So for now
I cling to you, losing 
myself 
hoping our embrace is loud enough
to silence my thoughts

But I forgot to return
your heart.

(and I think I squeezed too hard.)
Copyright © | Year Posted 2007

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