But When

BUT WHEN HE loves me l tend to lose my sense to the closest window ahead l find myself trapped in the eyes of a never ending cycle , i mean its like falling in love with the ocean you can see what is being given to you but you dont know how deep it actually is. but when he touches my sensetive skin i tend to feel judged but the talking walls which always feels like the world is just fading away right before my eyes have you ever felt embarrassed by your own reflection just because HE, l mean HE touched you and felt so loved yet that was just a momental pleasure and urge to please him self but when he reaches out to me i feel like im floating i feel like my world has started turning again i feel like im loved again i feel like its all just a game of loniliness i feel like we are just craving that sense of healing i feel pretty i feel beautiful yet now the pain come with that sense of understanding that he is like a desert , you go to it yet leave the place exhausted and dried out but you still come back for more when when he loved me i felt like a forgotten queen i felt like .....(you can finish it)