Broken Heart But Joyful Soul

I groan in misery and I am sick at heart Look at me! Has anyone ever had pain like mine? Has anyone ever suffered like me? All because of love All because he fathers my son My eyes are overflowing with tears Can anyone comfort me? Can anyone give me courage? Love has conquered me I am left with nothing He treats me like some filthy thing My heart is broken in sorrow of my sins I am one who knows what it is to be punished by GOD Bitter suffering is all he has given me My heart grieves when I look at my son Who has been given a heartless, loveless, self centered and selfish father Happiness has gone out of my life Grief has taken place of my joy I am trapped like a bird in this loveless relationship Why do you give me so much love to give to him Lord? Why have you brought me in his life yet he is still searching for his mrs right? He cheats He lies Please come to my rescue, Lord Judge in my favor, you know the wrongs done against me I believe that one day this will come to an end My hope returns when I think of the Lord's endless unfailing love and mercy The Lord is good to everyone Who trust in him I will wait in patience God, for you to punish him like you punished me for my sins.