Broken Heart "j"

Why is it my heart breaks, It is caused from a "J," Every time. First Justin, Then Jessi, Then Joe, Then Joel, And now John. Is it a councidence? I dont think so. Justin, 6 months gone to waste, I thought I was starting to love you, I ask you out, You say we should just stay friends, Okay. Jessi, 4 weeks non-stop talking, I started to think I liked you, The day I found out you had killed your self, Wow... i felt so bad, I cryed 4 night straight. Joe, 2 years of knowing you, You have changed! You were an Ex-boyfriend, Then a best friend, now you go and slit your wrist, Just to be called something your not. Joel, 2 weeks, The first day was like okay, The Second day was amazing, I started to like you, I heard you liked me, The day you were gunna ask me out, I found out you were already taken. John, 1 second, You said you missed me, Even though I had never talked to you, I played along and said thanks, You wrote a blog about me, Just to ask me out, I said no, cause I only knew him over the internet, Then I read every thing you told you friend about me, You must have liked me.... I was just to unsure. Councedence I think not...