Broken But Woken

if i had known she was this dangerous i would have taken caution but all i did was to come with a sincere notion having no form of deceit yet all i could get was a horrible defeat did i ever having you ? did ever lie to me when i thought your words were true? did you ever exist or it was all a fantasy? when think her all that comes to my mind is jealousy thinking of such an experience makes me nervous waking up again to worse complexity if she comes again would i ever be serious when the first experience gave me immeasurable anxiety all i can do is to warn you from falling into her trap because the sound of her voice is like an harp soothing the ears and the mind living you clueless about what is behind even if you run she is still at your back predicting the next step you would take don't ever make the choice of going for an attack that is the biggest mistake you would ever make she opened my eyes to life making me question the importance of a wife after the moment we had the pleading and tears after getting mad thought we were meant for each other making what we shared the first of every order it all came so fast but now its all in the past