Borrowed Existence

Let me know... or can you? The difference between living and existing Living a life knowing so much real Almost... did it not felt almost like borrowing? So much exposure to be living in How do you not feel naked with hiding becomingly sparse? To even awake unnaturally to dreams Living a morality... for only will humanity outcast Been trying so hard to live for myself Yet... this body I own just doesn’t seem to belong Having a mind existing in a body that can never dwell Why can’t the mind outsmart that bodily form? We need finance to become humanity And we do not need it to become who we are I like living life without a guarantee Because guarantees are only what people exploits too far How much more do we need... pushed on? Everything we do needs a continual... I want en end I have a mind for my body that don’t belong Simply borrowing a living for what living lends ..................