Boredom Kingdom
I'm always staring into space
Trying to keep pace with your rapid race
Hoping to find a significant, tranquil trace...
However,
I often wish you'd be a productive brother
I know my father misses my beloved mother
I wish I can stop wasting time and procrastinating like no other
Things will hopefully work out for the better
I wish you'd act normal for once and be a go-getter
I wish you wouldn't be high in the clouds when I'm around
I wander off with an exciting frown without a single sound
Let me tell you something...
A story that I've kept inside for so long...
Long story short - I'll do my thing
Wishing deep down that I'd truly belong
I wrote this from this heart of angst and love
I'm worried that I'll fall apart and forget what I've thought of
I wish I would smile a little more
I wish I can be rid of the sadness to the core
I wish I can win this war...
I don't want this destructive way anymore...
I can undo this loneliness somewhat
I take a breath and let my eyes shut
I should be happy for your change
I shouldn't feel crappy for being strange
You and I will belong somehow someday
If only...hm...I could push away the clouds of dismay
Raindrops from bitter clouds fall down
I wear the eye of the storm crown
I need you to know that you can be whatever you want
I hope you would consider everything I say in this rant
Words like these don't shine bright like they used to
I will heal your scars of blemished farewells, so do what you do
Believe me this time, I'd be so much happier on my own
Trust me one more time, I'd be less snappier left alone
I'm dying to see the light in your eyes of pride
Bring me inspiration in my empty frame of thought
Love me strong, brother of song...I'll be by your side...
I'm wishing your star will glow on with the strength it got
It's been kind of hard to move on from here
I feel something's missing as we grin ear to ear
I get lost so easily in another time zone...on my own, but not alone
Sinking deep into my awful comfort zone...you're blowing up my phone
I spent all my money on you...but I did it with brother love so true
You draw away with much concentration like you always do
You say things to me that agitate me so
Priceless, yet gibberish words are total nonsense though
I watch the hours pass me by in boredom kingdom
You're looking so fly...go ahead and fly some
I wish I was more productive nowadays
I wish I was more normal and let live in many ways
Medication can't heal a broken soul
Medication can't heal a broken heart as a whole
I stay up at night...pulling those nighters again...
Pondering...wandering...wondering where you been
I walk around
I walk around
In boredom kingdom
In boredom kingdom
A priceless mind
I cannot find
Cuz I'm so blind
In boredom kingdom
In boredom kingdom
Once again, left behind without a trace
I'm talking to myself again with selfish grace
Nothing new, ya know...just a lonely guy
Bored out of his mind, but lookin' fly
I'm sad, but relieved
That I'm no longer mad and deceived
I'm glad the worst is over... well, just a tad
We can spend time together that we never had
If I were flawless birds in the cage,
I'd whistle and dance and you'd be yourself -
I just wish we can be on the same page
I guess the only thing I'd do is be myself
I wish you'd totally understand
That together, we will stand
Brotherly love is hard to manage in boredom kingdom...
Because, in this kingdom, I feel numb and but a crumb
Let the past and the problems with it flow away
Like the speechless lips, dying to say something right
And spitting out senseless words almost all day
You pulled my heart strings and you showed me the light
I don't mean to be emotional
But, I've been bored out of my mind
I guess that's all...I will stand tall...
And let us both unwind with our eccentric kind
I'm sick of the highs and lows, ruining our main mission
I'm sick of the blues and reds of our bipolar condition
Let's get out of this horrid boredom kingdom
Because you and I are sick of feeling numb
Stop playing your mind games all over again
Enough with your lies and your catch ya laters
Still wondering time after time where you been
Lovers are gonna love and hate belongs to the haters
Copyright © J.W. Earnings | Year Posted 2018
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