Borderline

BORDERLINE

I know I should not feel this way
It is not your fault that no one stays
It is not your fault I have no friends
Not your fault no one can contend

With the craziness inside my head
That makes me with I was dead
That leaves me feeling all alone
That leaves me in this twilight zone

Of paranoia, of fear, moods and depression
A plight for which there is no concession
Inside my head the madness, it screams
I am caught in a nightmare of vicious extremes

It is a life filled with doubt, jealousy and fear
My heart it beats with anguish, bitterness and tears
I am an downer, a drag, always dreary and dark
My mind and heart lack any kind of spark

I feel like a nuisance, a bother, a pest
No wonder I have always felt such detest
No wonder ever one from me flees
I am borderline crazy, can’t you see?








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Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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