Borderline

BORDERLINE I know I should not feel this way It is not your fault that no one stays It is not your fault I have no friends Not your fault no one can contend With the craziness inside my head That makes me with I was dead That leaves me feeling all alone That leaves me in this twilight zone Of paranoia, of fear, moods and depression A plight for which there is no concession Inside my head the madness, it screams I am caught in a nightmare of vicious extremes It is a life filled with doubt, jealousy and fear My heart it beats with anguish, bitterness and tears I am an downer, a drag, always dreary and dark My mind and heart lack any kind of spark I feel like a nuisance, a bother, a pest No wonder I have always felt such detest No wonder ever one from me flees I am borderline crazy, can’t you see? ©GDC2014