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Lost in the blah blah blah The darkness I saw Feeling low I know The mind plays tricks Trying to get in its licks So adds another layer of bricks Which way to go I do not know Sometimes I feel so old Cold The times I was told I'm no one The forgotten son I do not know Just help me grow Gloom Doom In the unknown, terror does loom My mind thinks the worse My heart needs a nurse Tell me I'm okay I need a hug today In every way Rollercoaster ride of emotion up an down Throw me a life jacket before I drown So tired by the time for bed Going to sleep but still locked in my head Still fighting in my dreams Am I as lost as it seems I pull out, my inner strength I must go the length Each day As I make my way Towards the end of my race I pray I keep my grace So I stand tall Refuse to fall Even when my back is against the wall So on I go Because I know Even though at times I feel so sad Life is not really that bad The good times I have had The love I have shared Remind me that people have cared Not so alone as I have thought What has life taught For so long I have fought The wrong fight Lost sight Wondered why I was here I believe it is to rise above my fear Mental health blocks my way But I go on each day Afraid to stop I must stay on top Or lose myself forever To feel peace never Lost in the darkness of my mind Be kind I find Take life one day at a time The words of my rhythm Locked between each word A plea is heard Just a little further more The darkness I ignore One more step For the times I have wept Maybe there just ahead Is the place my heart has led Tomorrow A place of no sorrow Where my soul will be free And all I see Is the love From above