Bitter Life

A bitter life ahead Depression only predicted Living in an endless tunnel of darkness, with no light of happiness ahead The want, the need to reach the bliss that lies at every tunnels end A bitter life if this don't recede Only loneliness and a future of misery When will this all end? The day when I won't have to drag anymore people into my world of darkness I sometimes put on a mask of happiness, when I don't want anyone to see I bring a cloud of darkness every step I take I want this abuse to end To no longer feel as if my world is collapsing To rid of the marks resulting Only darkness and loneliness When will the sun shine again? I walk through life as if in a nightmare, going through my days as a manchine Going through life's actions with no feeling No feelings of enjoyment, happiness or any other Only sadness and anger and too much to feel I am phisycally numb, walking limply, bitter Will there be happiness in the forseeable future?