Bitter Life

A bitter life ahead
Depression only predicted 
Living in an endless tunnel of darkness, with no light of happiness ahead
The want, the need to reach the bliss that lies at every tunnels end
A bitter life if this don't recede
Only loneliness and a future of misery

When will this all end?
The day when I won't have to drag anymore people into my world of darkness
I sometimes put on a mask of happiness, when I don't want anyone to see 
I bring a cloud of darkness every step I take
I want this abuse to end 
To no longer feel as if my world is collapsing
To rid of the marks resulting
Only darkness and loneliness

When will the sun shine again?
I walk through life as if in a nightmare, going through my days as a manchine
Going through life's actions with no feeling
No feelings of enjoyment, happiness or any other
Only sadness and anger and too much to feel
I am phisycally numb, walking limply, bitter
Will there be happiness in the forseeable future?
Copyright © | Year Posted 2006

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