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Poetry/Free Verse/Beyond My Christmas Mask/AI Free
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Beyond My Christmas Mask


Christmas is over and I can remove my mask,
that smile that hides the me beyond
the ding dong merrily on high can go away
Christmas movies I never liked . . . 
the lights were nice I could keep those all year
 
I had to eat a piece of Aunt Terry's fruitcake
the sweet frosting is still choking me
I pushed the inevitable turkey around my plate
like I am a vegetarian folks...
got another teapot to add to my collection of 
teapots from previous years
that's six now . . . 

I bet there are many like me who dread Christmas
it brings all my memories back
they come creeping and though once happy
they now make me weep . . . 
for they are memories of the life I once had
of the promise of love like a delicate flower
now he is a name engraved
and the baby who never saw the sky

there are scars on my soul
so beyond the happy Christmas joy and cheer 
I am weather-stained with years
no mom or dad, no anchor to hold me down
so now I go back to hiding in my flowing hair 
like a golden river streaming
and I am lost in a sea of  faces
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Hind Avatar
December 2, 2025 at 7:10 PM
This is tragic but so beautiful. It's different, and it moves the heart, Constance.
La France Avatar
December 4, 2025 at 1:03 PM
Paige, thank you for the compliment and comment, Constance ~
Onclaud Avatar
December 1, 2025 at 7:55 PM
ohh constance, a grippingly beautiful story of christmas from a place of aloneness...i can resonate with much heart...huggs
La France Avatar
December 4, 2025 at 1:04 PM
Nette, thank you for the compliment and comment, huggs, Constance
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