Betrayed

I want to break down I want to give up I don't even care what we become anymore I should never have stuck my heart Out on a limb How different would it have been If I had not let you in? I cry for what might have been, That seems already lost What is the debt that all this pain has cost? A piece of my heart is now forever gone with you I wonder if you even feel any of this too You invade my thoughts too often, What can I do to prevent this occurrence? why do i fall so easily for nice guys like you? I don't think you even realize the charm you exude I'm worried and I'm scared, If you even ever cared About the thoughts and feelings in my heart That in them You have so largely played a part My heart's door is beginning to lock up That key, You will never possess again Of that I will take precaution! I didn't let myself see how much I cared Until..you weren't there I 'm looking back now and I'm glad it didn't work Though it is sad, I know now that would've only stung worse To find out later, After it would've been too late Will we give it another shot? Try to make it work? I don't even know anymore if I want to What if that only brings more pain? I'm slowly pulling away Maybe this is best Maybe we will never know