Bemused and Flustered -Part 1-
Flustered, but I’m moving on from here
I can’t wait to hold you oh so dear
Haunted by the forgettable dreams I’ve been having lately
Taunted by the chorus of voices in my head
Losing control due to the dangerous dread,
Piling up in my head…in my mind’s eye, I’ve been feeling free
Yet, trapped in this body of worthless fears…
And bottling up these tranquil, tiresome tears
Ain’t helping much, but it’s how I cope with the pain deep inside
Haven’t I told you that I’ve tried? God is testing me I can feel it…please erase the remaining pride
Inside me…sorry for crying out loud – it’s because I was flustered
These mixed feelings that drive inside of me are mustered
Inside this head – now, I’m feeling awfully dead
Cussing up a storm,
Still stuck in this lonely dorm
Talk is cheap – that’s why I avoid it
Honestly, I’m breaking bit by bit
Living life with a blank canvas
Hopefully, these hardships will pass me by
Don’t give up on me, though times are getting tougher than ever
Flustered, but I’m moving on from here
I can’t wait to hold you oh so dear
Haunted by the forgettable dreams I’ve been having lately
Taunted by the chorus of voices in my head
Losing control due to the dangerous dread,
Piling up in my head…in my mind’s eye, I’ve been feeling free
Drinking milk and chocolate bits due to boredom that makes me feel slightly high
Sugar and sweets are helping me cope with emotions that churns and churns constantly inside me – you push it aside like it’s whatever…I’m the master of my constructive and destructive matter…I’m a perfectly beautiful disaster
Irritated to the extreme
You lowered my self-esteem
Sorry won’t cover it – actions speak louder than words…I dare you to be nice…
You know, wasting time has its high price…my mind runs wild like field mice
Roll the dice and see if it makes a seven
You make me complete almost…you’re a hell and a heaven
Flustered, but I’m moving on from here
I can’t wait to hold you oh so dear
Haunted by the forgettable dreams I’ve been having lately
Taunted by the chorus of voices in my head
Losing control due to the dangerous dread,
Piling up in my head…in my mind’s eye, I’ve been feeling free
The television doesn’t work
I went kinda berserk
The computer was giving me so many problems
Yet, I still have a couple of gems
That I’m thankful for –
Those gems are my friends, family and fans from around the world
I know there’s hope and joy in store…
Praise be to Him…
My marvelous whim
I will carry on, though I have holes in my mind
I will move forward, though I’m left behind
Move forward at the speed of light
You will be with me tonight
I don’t care how much heartache I’ve gone through this year
Because all of that disappears when I’m with you, my dear
I spent my life, daydreaming in a whirlwind of wonder and doubt
I’ve been believing in you for so longer – you are what I ponder about
I’m walking that narrow route of wisdom
Although I feel foolish and dumb
Copyright © J.W. Earnings | Year Posted 2016
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