Beloved Husband

How can we say goodbye When we didn't have enough time together To do everything we should have done How can it be over like this Forever I never expected you to be gone And not ever come back to me In this life I took for granted all the things we had Now I don't know how to not be sad after all, I am your wife Why didn't I tell you how much I cared Was there ever a time when you couldn't tell after everything we shared I pray you know how I felt Tears will stain my eyes for days Pain will stain my heart forever I will always love you and I will be truly happy again never I am stuck in a haze with no clear escape How can I go on without you When you were my getaway car How will I make it through My life has been turned upside down And I don't know how to right the ship If I could turn it around I would go wherever you are right now Please make this hurt go away And let me go where you are In Heaven Above I want to be with you And nobody can stop me I am too in love And without you in my arms every night I cannot go on I refuse to keep this up after a while I slowly begin to close my eyes and begin to fade away As the pill bottle falls to the floor I start to smile