Being Me

BEING ME

Deeper than skin colour
Hidden behind a mask of white
Native blood surges from my soul
Part of a world I can never fully embrace
The real me hidden

The legacy of a proud warrior people
Crushed by the conquest of men white
Drowned by alcohol and violence
Robbed of language, land and knowledge
Left with destruction and pain

I struggle for a place to belong
My cocoon of comfort and security
Strangled by stereotypes and unrealistic standards
Not brown enough to be one of them
Bigotry and hate

I search for acceptance and authenticity
Either I am or I am not
On the outskirts looking in - fragmented
Torn between imposter and real
Trapped in a body white

The journey of becoming life long
Identity ever changing
The search for the uniqueness
Of who I am
Never ending
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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Mcintosh Avatar
July 18, 2014 at 6:47 AM
Again, I enjoyed your poetry. I have Native American blood too and I was once married to an Apache who definitely looked the part!!! Thank you for your poem and it's message. God bless you.
Harris Avatar
July 18, 2014 at 1:23 AM
The world continues to evolve. Usually too slow for most of us. You belong where ever you are. Owning the pain of past wrongs freezes your soul in that time though that time is not your own. Be here with us, we love you!
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