Being Depressed Is My Way of Living

If it’s that easy to lose you… then go People always leave, trust no one even yourself I love myself for losing you You can’t deny the fatal truth.. I don’t love you I’ll never regret the decision to lose you My soul won’t rest until I forget you The longer I live the lesser my heart beats for you You’ve decided to leave me, I’ve decided to hate you People pretend to love you, turn your back They wish you to disappear In my life I trust no one, cause this life is based on lying I never thought that I would cry when you leave My heart was strong when you were around But since you left it weakens by the moment You made my world rain with sadness What’s the meaning of friendship if eventually they’ll leave? I live in a world full of sadness, so why should I be happy?? I’d wish to die than seeing you leaving I’d wish to die than living like this I wish to be hopeless, cause I suffer when I hope that you’ll come back I’d wish to be blind than seeing you leaving I’d wish to be deaf than hearing you cry I wish I had no tongue to taste the bitterness of loneliness My middle name is misery My first name is hopeless My last name is treachery I thought it was a dream come true meeting you But no it’s not a dream, it’s my personal hell My blood is cold, my heart is stone My veins are crumpled, my soul is crushed My life is gone with you I can’t eat, I can’t drink I can’t see, I can’t hear I can’t talk, I can’t walk I can’t live my miserable life I see another girl, I feel nothing for her Where are my feelings? They’re gone with you I’m just like a rolling stone You were my twilight, now darkness followed your absence And everything is dark I'm lost, I can’t find my way I'm lost in this place, and this place is my life Just save me from my misery Just let me fade away My breath is taken And my heart stopped beating My heart is cut in splits No wonder why its so cold Cause your still here I'm running out of choices I'm running out of clues There’s nothing I can do to make this go away You are like a scar in my heart, that’s tearing me apart