Because Maybe I'M Just Crazy

I'm struck with a feeling I can't shrug off It's been here 3 years Like a rusty old lock I quit popping pills, Though I'm still in fear That I'll never escape after all these years And I Wish I didn't feel so alone In my mental state confusion Because No one is willing to feel this pain It cannot be forgotten It only starts again Because I forgot about the days When to work was just to play When I couldn't help but feel so free Because I wasn't ruining me So for the first time ever I got on my knees And asked to someone I don't believe In something I can't even see Right at that moment I felt a breeze In my heart, and someone said, "Remember" Because I forgot about the days When to work was just to play When I couldn't help but feel so free Because I wasn't ruining me... ~Kymber