Beautiful Interruption

You have come so quickly, Where do I begin to Warmly welcome you? You are unexpected, My beautiful interruption. How do I come to reasons? Skeptic of your coarse, your purpose, I only arrive to disillusions and discord. Should I be shocked? As if nothing led up to the fateful present.... Well, I could For the sum of all these Are not so easily understood. The long waited meltdown has begun A mountain of pride begins to collide Certainty is no more, I have left it in mercy's hands The bitter acceptance still has not settled in For you force your way to stay And I, I have nothing else to do I have no choice, but to only leave my life up to a hopeful chance.