Be N-Igger
A white liberal editor said what I wrote wasn’t black enough.
I spoke to him with confidence,
with a hole in my shirt I had tucked in my pants.
I told him I am a man just like him,
and he acted like he didn’t hear what I said.
He said, my writings wasn’t black enough.
I gave him some more essays
and he said, it didn’t represent the people who were struggling.
And on the way home on the bus,
I thought about my father, who was the only black man
receiving his PHD amongst a predominantly white university.
Was his struggle, not struggle enough?
On the way home, I continued to write and look out the bus
window and I saw the prostitutes do their dance as usual...
the gang members watched and peered on the corner.
And I wrote my poems from what I wanted to see.
I wrote about the flowers that grew behind the barbed wired fences.
I wrote about the women on the streets who once admired the flowers or who secretly admire them.
Can we admire flowers too?
Do we have a right to feel some softness in the world?
Do we have the right to be a full human?
Copyright © Jg Finch | Year Posted 2019
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