Bad Dreams

Of all the people in my past- Why do I have dreams of you? You left me back in 2001- Where I thought I left you too. This makes about the fourth time- I had a dream that you were in. Each one ending merely the same. Regardless how they begin. For a long time my heart was broken- But I finally went on with life. I learned to love another man. And now I am his wife. I'm happy with the way things are now. What I can't seem to understand, Why in the world. outta the blue Do I dream of this other man. In front of friends and family, I made vows I plan to keep. Why give a second thought to one, Who only wants me in my sleep. I don't know what I should do though. It's not like it's an affair. I shouldn't wake up smiling From what's actually a nightmare. Maybe I'm overthinking it. It really doesn't mean a thing. I just don't like keeping secrets And the aftermath it can bring. You and I had a certain bond. Very few people know about. You still broke my heart with ease, You shouldn't be in my head so get out. I know it don't mean I want you. I love the life he's made for me. It's ok to dream of the past with you, Since the past is where you'll be.