Asphyxia

I lay here alone I close my eyes and I listen there is nothing not even the sound of my breath the silence is so impervious and profuse I am suffocating in your reticence your muteness is congesting my lungs my airways are constricting in a panic my body begins to flail about clawing and scratching in an attempt for survival my exertion is desperate and in vain for there is no bag to escape nor a rope to loosen I can not physically save myself I gasp for a breath but I fail inhaling nothing but the emptyness of your quietude PLEASE SAVE ME... one word could extricate me acknowledgement being my lifeline a single tear trickles down my face its hopeless because in order to rescue me you have to kill yourself