Ask Your Self

Thinking you top of the world 
You boogie
Think you untouchable 
Entitled you feel... 
Bully????
Smart know who to try 
Self-absorbed 
Think money buy love
No self-worth 
Looking out side your self, 
For validation 
Holding to toxic love 
Magic manipulation 
Unhappy with life 
Holy by day witch by night
Play innocent 
Fool everyone
Not me

Hide in the shadows
Play dumb to the chaos 
Wake up wicked
Turn the blind eye
Run from inner flaws
Fear to to face your self
Correct your flaws
Angry repeated cycles
Living in a illusion 
Rage against others 
Carrying a burden 
A burden that’s scarred you
Scarred your mind

turn to stalking
Insecure but who’s the blame
The source you adore
Causing heartache 
Decades of dishonesty 
Lost yourself
Comparing yourself to others
Turn to darkness 
Studying others life 
Rage grow strong daily
Never stop to think?
Is it worth it 
My self worth
Self esteem 
Your soul

Willing to sell your soul
For love 
That not intact 
Boundaries been crossed 
To late not respected
Still looking outside your self
Looking for a victim 
To place blame
You caught up 
In a web 
Trap in a maze
Ohhhhh... both Narcissistic 
Draining each other energies 
Like a ping pong
Power struggle 
May the best one wins 

I cheat you cheat
Cheated with competition 
Competition innocent 
Competition got you insecure 
Turn to magic 
Attempted to destroy 
Destroy the competition 
Turn to darkness 
Darkness set you up
To reap karma 
Judgement day 
Devil knows the Bible 
God real time FBI
evidence Build up 
Boooooooooooooooom??
Karma hits
Running for cover 
No where to run
No where to hide

Brought a one way ticket 
Ticket to hell
Ask your self was it worth it?
Repenting now
On your knees now 
Calling on God 
God step back 
What you caused you reap 
Suffer daily 
Never ending agony 
Made a man your idol
Made a man your God
Man still defected failure
With a debase mind 
Never got the happiness 
Obsession got the best of you
Spirit tainted
Spirt dark
Body soulless 

Soul belong to devil
Competition choose self worth 
Competition seen the illusion 
Competition choose light 
Competition stands against toxicity 
Competition in her power
Competition no ones fool
Competition checkmate the situation 
Competition the high priestess 
Competition on a mission to enlightenment 
Competition is not competition 
Delusional 
Ask your self?
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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