As Time Goes By
Monochrome scenes blanch
but color is there as an underlay
of my own viewing history.
Black and white movies,
old even when I watched them
flicker still on an inner retina.
A hero turns conspiratorially,
staring into my future.
What he said into the camera then,
is meaningless now,
but I see his lips move
as if he were predicting this moment.
A heroine hikes her skirt over her thighs;
blood fills the flesh of memory,
a dialogue recalled by younger nerve endings.
I remember I love her, but it is too late,
she is dead and she did not die young,
her ancient hand seems to
grasp my fingers now,
seeking closure.
The original King Kong
lives a broken life in my hall closet.
At night I hear him weeping still
for Fay Wray.
He is no longer tortured, angry
and confused,
but I still must explain to him
that the sound of buzzing biplanes
is only the air-conditioner kicking in.
Eventually we both sleep.
Sometimes I think
that all that was and ever will be
is an on-going fiction,
a fantasy for a spliced life
left on cutting room floors.
Perhaps the real Casablanca
has yet to be scripted?
One day,
maybe we all may get to say:
‘play it again Sam’.
Copyright © Eric Ashford | Year Posted 2020
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